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| Hey Xanga readers.
I honestly love you guys a lot.
But i'm afraid this relationship has to end.
I knew it was never going to be easy.
And i tried the best i could.
But it's just not working out.
i'm really really sorry.
I just can't post in two blogs anymore.
:(
xanga's been really slow.
But please stay subscribed.
I might post some stuff here to get away from the usual crowd.
I truly am sorry.
at least i tried?
Moved to
arghsteffi
I'm sorry.
I have failed you guys. :(
Love for the last time here,
steffi. | | |
| hi everyone.
It's been a really long time since i've been to either blog.
It's scary what happens when you just suddenly lose it.
BUT HELLO. I'M HOME.
At least, i'd like to think i am.
...
wow. if this were home, it'd feel pretty uncomfortable right now.
HAHA
okay, here's the thing.
I'm really sorry i haven't updated in forever.
My last post was 18th april.
:/
That is a big big gap.
GAHHHHHHH don't hate me plz.
I gib you sweeets.
I'm pretty speechless, as it is obvious.
But at least i logged on! D:
I know, not good enough.
BAHHHHHHHHHH
night, bye. | | |
| hi everyone.
It's been a really long time since i've been to either blog.
It's scary what happens when you just suddenly lose it.
BUT HELLO. I'M HOME.
At least, i'd like to think i am.
...
wow. if this were home, it'd feel pretty uncomfortable right now.
HAHA
okay, here's the thing.
I'm really sorry i haven't updated in forever.
My last post was 18th april.
:/
That is a big big gap.
GAHHHHHHH don't hate me plz.
I gib you sweeets.
I'm pretty speechless, as it is obvious.
But at least i logged on! D:
I know, not good enough.
BAHHHHHHHHHH
night, bye. | | |
| Oh oh oh.
It would seem that i've been neglecting my blogs.
Apologies, children of the night..
I haven't been turning on my computer as i've been quite the busy bee.
Also, internet has nothing to offer me these days.
Or it could be that i've been in a rut.
Yeah, the latter one is more accurate.
I can't explain how frustrated being in a rut makes me.
I can't get anything done.
Its even getting hard for me to blog!
I find myself constantly speechless.
I'm not sad, angry, happy, content.
I'm just. Here.
Where am i exactly?
I'll let you know the minute i figure it out
Lalalala.
I've been reading Harry Potter.
Cause over the years, people have been saying i'm missing out etc.
And since i've been finding it impossible to finish any other books.
I decided to give HP a go.
I'm reading the 5th book currently.
It's not bad. A little addictive, i admit.
Youtube is an awesome place.
Been spending what online time i have there,
Dailybooth and twitter.
I have school tomorrow. :/
And before school ends,
I have to go to the rehearsal which ends later than school.
And then when night falls,
the music will take a crescendo and serenade the stars.
Gosh i'm lame.
The whole point of this paragraph,
is that i'm performing tomorrow night,
along with the school string ensemble and concert band,
at yayasan sabah.
yay. :/
thrilled.
fun.
can't freakin wait.
Oh, yes i can.
Bah. bed.
Sorry i'm so whiny!
Steffi
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| I realize this is way way wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy overdue.
But congratulations on your relationship with Belle, Derek.
:D
Excuse my less enthusiastic behavior for the past few weeks.
I apologize for it.
Truce, Yong?
Psst. I have cupcakes.
chh. :D
On a different note, guys.
See what i'm doing whenever i'm doing it.
Whuaattt?! You don't know what dailybooth is?!
hahahaha
As for the usual things, in form form:
I am a nerdfighter.
I have been busy and fine.
I am happy that i finished editing my sejarah project. And just in time, i might add.
I want nothing more than to write another song with Alex.
I will try to remember my blogs. :P
I think some things just don't need to be said.
Theme of my week: People need to learn to just be happy.
Oh yes. That is my theme. Do you know why?
Cause I've noticed that people just don't know how to be happy.
Oh Steffi. Whatever do you mean?
I mean, it's either they don't know how to be.
Or they simply don't want to be.
Now, you ask me. Who wouldn't want to be happy?
I think some people have become so comfortable in their misery,
that they're afraid to leave it.
We tend to over think a lot of things.
And of course, we're bound to find something unraveling.
So then, the decision to be happy simply isn't taken.
Being happy is not that hard.
Step up, people of the world slash my blog readers. :D
Bahhhhhhhh. i'm eating grapes.
What can YOU do about it?
Do you know the answer?
Exactly. The answer is nothing.
Nothing. At. All.
HAHA
dftba, everyone!
steffi.
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